In 1998, things were different. Computers were just introducing “Windows”
while most of us still used DOS with printer paper on a roll. Email was a “new”
way of communicating. The cell phone was
called bag phones because they were in a bag, (duh!) were heavy and to make a call
on them required a P.H.D. Social media
was the vision of the “My Space” inventors. The world-wide web was still a
mystery and .com was not even a thing yet. Yes, in 1998, things were different.
Things were different relationally, as well. In February of
that year, my daughter, a freshman in college, had a wreck. We lived in another
state and got a phone call pleading for us to come as soon as we could. Little did we know our daughter was coding in
the ER as the nurse was making that call to us.
(We discovered later, our daughter had no heart beat for about 4 minutes
but was revived.) We caught the first
plane out but it was still several hours before we arrived at the hospital. When we arrived, she was in the Critical Care
unit but was awake. Her multiple injuries included several fractures in her
pelvis, a punctured bladder and a broken back.
We were hit by the realization that this had been a serious accident and
we praised God we still had our daughter. While we were happy she was with us,
the next steps were not clear. After
taking care of getting articles from her car and getting the insurance paper
work taken care of, my husband and son flew back to Florida while I rented a
car and stayed for the six-week stent in the hospital. It was my daughter and
me in a world where we knew no one. Yet, God
provided His peace and comfort which I will always be grateful for.
In 1998, there was no Facebook or Twitter or even a laptop to
communicate with the world outside of her hospital room…only a telephone. Looking
back, that was a blessing for I was able to speak, not text, to many people
back home. It was a conduit to something familiar and comforting. One friend in
Florida asked what I needed and I answered, “I would love a hug from you.” We both knew that was not likely to happen but
it was a deep cry from my heart. I
needed to have a friend-a human’s touch- to let me know it was going to be
ok. I knew I had God but I also needed
human touch. (That is the way God made
us, you know?) I had family and a couple
of friends who lived just 90 minutes away and they came. That was good. The hospital staff was great.
I was blessed. And God’s peace prevailed.
The 3rd day in CCU, I was dozing in one of those
wonderful pull out, vinyl chairs, and heard a knock on the door. I sleepily called out, “come in” and looked
up to see my Florida friend standing in the doorway saying, “I came to give you
that hug!” There are no words to explain
how my heart soared. I knew that no one
would drive over 15 hours to give me a hug unless they truly cared and I desperately needed to
know that. She stayed for a couple of days ministering to me, giving biblical
wisdom and comfort while also sharing her life with my daughter; letting her
know how much God had in store for her. Eventually Hannah had to leave but God
wasn’t finished with other hugs He had in store for us. A youth group from a neighboring church came
to visit my daughter bringing movies and fellowship. They came back several times each week during
our stay. Another church in the town
sent their women’s ministry leader to visit me. For some mini-respites, she took me to the mall and came back several times to take me to lunch. We were in the hospital for 6 weeks but never
had a day that someone wasn’t with us. Hugs were abundant. Yes, things in 1998
were different.
Facebook has ruined this kind of ministry in many ways. Today, when tragedy happens, it spreads
quickly online, and there are “likes,” and “promises of prayers” almost
immediately. But have we just taken an
easy road? Although the promises of prayers are good, do we really pray? Do we click on the “teary face” in the
comment section and believe that is will bring comfort to the hurting person? Remembering February 1998, let me know just how far we
have gotten from truly showing our care to people who are hurting. God in a loving way, brought
conviction down hard on me about my lack of giving "hugs".
My granddaughter recently had a swimming pool accident where
she broke her neck and her back. She was
blessed to not have paralysis and after looking at the scans, the doctors
indicated that she was one very “lucky” girl.
(we prefer blessed!) News spread
on Facebook and there were hundreds of “likes,” and “promises of prayers." These were all greatly appreciated and this
is not to point a finger of judgement but there was no “hug”. There were only
two voice calls. Facebook clicks and
texts had been made and life went on.
Some might say that it is the world we live in today. But is it the world we WANT to live in? Sadly, I fear, social media has taken away
the human parts of ministry. People are
lonely. People are hurting and we have
reduced our sympathy to a click.
God convicted that I am among the worst of all. He reminded me when I needed a hug from a
human, there was one who listened to His call and drove 15 hours to give me
one. Ministry takes intentionally. It
takes sacrifice. It takes selflessness
to be that kind of person but that is what God has called us, the church, to
be: intentional, sacrificial, and selfless.
Perhaps if I (we) quit living in cyber world, we would be able to look deeply into
people’s eyes and see the hurt and confusion. Perhaps we
would recognize there are those that need to know we care in a physical,
tangible way. Perhaps if we began to do things like they did in 1998, the world
would believe the church really does care.
Today, I am praying for God to show me how to be more than a
person who just “clicks” my feelings. I want God to make me into a person who
will go out of her way to give a real live hug to a person who just needs to
know someone cares. How about you?
